Here’s A-Lot-A-Bit About Me Although I Don’t Want To Show My Face or Name, I Would Love To Share
That I’m an imperfect piece of flesh and bones that came from dust
My intention is never to offend
But to share this life I’ve been given
Desiring zero judgement
Although I’m not one to be so out-there about my life
Particularly because the world can be cruel and uncaring
But Here Goes To . . .
A momma with disciples in training
Coming out of a fog
Turning to the Lord, even here, in my mess
Many times where, and when, I least desire to look for His face
Cause “there is no one on earth who is righteous” – Eccl. 7:20
A struggling wife praying for restoration
In her marriage, husband, & herself
Not dwelling on the past, or, the not-so-good things
And even when my mind does, it’s taken captive
Thankful, Yet Tired
Of pleasing people, this area is still under construction
of my husband’s job
feeling a desperate need to contribute
Tired of the consuming/bothersome/enveloping frustration & guilt when money’s needed or used
Wanting to be understood, even in the little things
Called to be separate, not a part of the world
Giving my fears and troubles to The King of kings
No Matter the Outcome, he is still Good
Yet we are so undeserving of Him
Very Badly Wanting
To own our own land & home with the privilege of freedom
Freedom to do our own things,
Be self sufficient, home educate without restrictions,
never have to go to the doc’s without fearing the system
Finding the need to be cautious of what enters/touches our spirit-filled temples
And being as mindful as financially allowable regarding toxins
I’m a lowkey photographer, graphic designer, and self-taught swim instructor
Wanting To Prepare
for what feels like is the doorway of the end times
yet feels so undoable since we only have one income
Fully dependant and believing in his sustenance and provision, even here
I am here, lost yet found
Injured yet somehow moving / treading water / breathing
Leaning, not on myself, but on the One and Only true anchor and rhythm, my breath
YESHUA HAMASHIACH